I couldn't help but feel sorry for myself seeing how i planned to spend my weekend holidays doing guard duties. Most people would ideally spent the precious weekends with their loved ones and close friends.

It just makes me wonder why can't i be like them? :(

I am pretty sure, generally parents would agree that if you can't make them proud, they are totally cool with it. The thing is, what i seem to see these days, kids are so disillusionized with their farce ideals that they fail to remember who is going carry the torch in the end.

That's right, it's our parents. The same parents who scrimped, saved and worked hard to see us through our education and providing the best just for us. They whom always have our best interest in their hearts.

Let's not digress, and get straight to the point.I am talking about kids who act recklessly with their audacious ethics without even thinking about the dire consequences that implicates our parents. (I just can't figured out what seem to goes in their heads)

I don't think it is too much to ask to just listen and respect our parents.



Why can't we spare a lil thought for them?

 I just got back from camp. I got posted to Alpha platoon 3 under fit squad. More importantly, I got through the ERS interview and will be getting screw in the upcoming weeks for the next six month.. i want get screwed so hard that my balls swell up.  i am so looking forward to get through this with my sheer determination and faith. I really want this so badly that i going to give my heart soul and everything else that i have left.

Pray for me, i'm out. 

I am trying to handle this like mature adult but no, you won't listen. Don't be surprise when i won't be there tomorrow.

There are days where i wake up feeling so ready to take on the world. I take a deep breath in the morning hazy air and smile before i begin my day. Rejuvenating, if you ask me.


On the contrary, there are days where i feel so feeble i just don't want to get out of bed.